Ultra Random Thoughts

Sometimes we really get caught up doing things totally insignificant to our Lives. Without specific goals and a true purpose in Life, what's the purpose behind whatever we're doing? Most importantly, what is the purpose of our Lives?

When we're not focused or unmotivated towards our goals, all other irrelevant things start to seem more important than what we're actually doing. This is called procrastination. However, at the end of the day, it is still what we've always been after that's important, i.e. studying hard.

Most of us need what is known as an Awakening.

An awakening is a sudden realization, a drastic change in your reality. When suddenly, we get this sudden motivation to get ourselves out of where we currently stand. Another word for an awakening is threshold. When we simply cannot stand another moment being as such.

thoughts of paolo @ 4:22 PM
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Changing realities

Are our realities consistent, or aren't they? Are our emotions consistent, or aren't they? Is our behaviour consistent, or isn't it?

Do you find yourself behaving differently in different circumstances, that you suspect that you yourself may be schizophrenic (having split personalities)? Or at one moment you are saying something, and the next you're going back on your word?

thoughts of paolo @ 3:59 PM
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Thursday, July 06, 2006
B.S. Math

Bakit ba kami Bobito Sa MATH?

Sino ba ang dapat sisihin? Sino ba ang dapat kuyugin? Kasalanan ba namin yun o kasalanan ng mga guro namin nung high school? Dahil ba hindi magaling sa English ang ibang teacher sa math kaya bumaba ang tingin namin sa kanila at di na naniwala sa mga tinuturo nila? Ano nga ba talaga?

Nung high school ako, hindi Math ang pinakamababa kong marka. Kundi ang Advanced Chemistry, wala kong grade na 90+ dun. Pero at malaking PERO sa math nakatanggap ako ng umaabot sa aking kalkulasyong... ahmmm... 90+! Galing noh! Pati ako hindi makapaniwala sa kaganapang ito. Mataas nga ang grade ko pero may natutunan ba ako? Hindi ba mataas ang grade ko kasi ang plastic ko sa teacher namin dahil tahimik effect ako? Nakatitig sa kanya waring nakikinig at naiintindhan ko pinagsasabi nia kahit hindi naman? Yun nga kaya ang dahilan? O mataas ako dahil may mas bobito pa skin? *lol*

Ngayon, parang ngayon lang ako nagkaroon ng subject na tinatawag na MATH. Ngayon lang kasi ako nagbasa tungkol sa mga pinagdadakdak ng aking propesor na si Dr. Tan. Nung high school ako, natatandaan kong sinabi ng teacher ko na pag nagtuturo dao siya ang tingin niya sa mga tinuturuan nyia ay parang magcclass picture, lahat nakatitig sa kanya, pag nagtanung daw siya sabay-sabay na tataas ang mga mata namin na parang titirik-tirik at titingin sa kisame na parang nasa kisame ang kasagutan sa tinatanung nia..

Sa tingin ko kaya nangyari ang bagay na ito ay dahil sa sobrang luwag ng mga guro sa Mathematics. Hindi tulad ng mga teacher sa Science na pag di mo alam ang Boyles Constant e pasasabugan ka ng Nuclear Bomb sa kanto ng Espana. Mababait ang mga guro sa Math, matataas din magbigay basta tahimik ka at waring nakikinig. Kahit 1 lng ang nakuha mo sa long test na hanggang 50 e ok lang. Natatandaan ko pa nga na hindi na pinagtest ung kaklse ko dati dahil itlog din naman daw ang makukuha nia, kaya pinagpahinga na lang siya. Baka ma-nosebleed pa nga naman daw e kasalanan pa nung guro.

Aaminin ko na naaatract ako sa mga magaling sa subject na to. Halos lahat ng nagdaan sa akin e magaling dito. Kaya nga lang, hidi nila ko tinuruan. Ampf dba.. hehehe.. Nakakatuwa na nakakaasar isipin ang mga bagay na yon. Nakakatuwa dahil parang hanging dumaan lang ang panahon na di kami pinahirapan ng math. Nakakaasar dahil hindi sa high school matatapos ang buhay namin sa pagaaral nito. Sana e kayanin ko dahil kailangan ko talagang kayanin. Heheh.. Gudluck sa mga kapwa B.S. Math ko.. hahaha..

thoughts of paolo @ 8:53 PM
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Paolo Despabiladeras Ramos

About Me:
First of all I would like to thank you for checkin me out, being my "blogspot" buddy and leaving COMMENTS. *hahaha* I really do appreciate that. Okay, now my name is Paolo, Im 16 years old, Medical Technology student. I am VERY friend and family oriented, blah blah blah..

I am a simple boi, but most people who know me might say I am materialistic, because I buy really expensive (useless) objects. I guess you can say I do it just to get me thru my lonely days. I love to laugh (its like the best thing anyone can do in my opinion), hang with people I feel comfortable with and do the usual things that most like to do.

I don't smoke, do drugs and I don't want getting drunk on occasion. I don't like when people throw their lives away by doing dumb things that physically and mentally hurt them... those are the people who tear their families apart, hate life everyday and dont care about the opinions of the people who really care for them (not realizing they NEVER only affect themselves). I must say, I believe in choice, so if u r one of those peeps, I wont judge you or treat you differently.

Life is WAY too short to live with hate or grudges, just laugh them all away, think about it, is it really gonna matter in 100 years? Life is a carnival; there is never going to be a permanent high. With good morals, a light heart and faith in yourself you can do whatever you want. So start over again, talk to the peeps you said you would never even look at again, get close with family and friends and most importantly, be yourself and watch everyone flock to you.

Im not saying Im always peaches n crme, cuz Im not. I make mistakes everyday, have bad days, get depressed and am confused all the time, but I am human (and damn proud of it!). Im open to talk to anyone. I speak my mind (and if u get a compliment frm me, jst knw its true cuz dont like to lie)

Hobbies and Interests:
Music, Fashion, Computers, Badminton, Clothes, Movies, Politics, Events, Blogs, Ideas, Internet, Entertainment, Gadgets, Photography, Technology, Polo, Graphic Designing, Downloading, Kewl stuff

Favorite Movies:
Troy, Harry Potter, Mulan, Serendipity, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The Grudge, Braveheart, The Mexican, Underworld, Alexander, The League of Extraordinary People, Disney Fairy Tale Classics, Starwars, X-Men, Finding Nemo, Moulin Rouge, The Cell, The Ring, American Beauty, Vanilla Sky, Velvet Goldmine, Don't say a word, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Anatomy, Phantom of the Opera, The Experiment, Amityville Horror, Cast Away, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, 40 Year-old Virgin, Vanity Fair, Mission Impossible, Etc.., Etc...

Favorite Books:
Da Vinci Code, Bob Ong's

Favorite Music:
OPM, Acoustics, RnB, Oldies but goodies, Sentimental, Alternative, Brownian Revival, Orange and Lemons, Rivermaya, Side A, Incubus, South Border, Hale, Will Young, Christian Bautista, Josh Groban, Nyoy Volante, Stephen Speaks

Favorite TV Shows:
Mirmo, Inuyasha, My Girl, Game KNB?, ASAP '06

Who I Want to Meet:
Friends and potential lovers of course.. hahaha! ;) My friends say that I'm picky. That, I'd definitely have to agree with. I want someone that I'm attracted to of course, but not attracted JUST to their appearance and at the expense of sounding really cliche, someone I'm attracted to who they are and what they have on the inside. It's not what you have on the outside that matters to me the most. I want someone to spoil with my emotional support. Someone that wants a happy relationship. I want other's to look at us and be like "they are so happy together, why can't we be like that?" that's hot. Also, someone who will give me attention, someone who wants to be together as much as our schedules allow. I want someone to wake up to in the morning that puts a smile on my face and gives me that extra boost to start my day.

As for me, I'm the type of guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who's perfectly happy with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "I miss you and wish you were here" just because. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who will hold you while we watch the sunset and make sure you know you're the most precious thing in my life. I'm the type of guy that will bring happiness into my and your world no matter the circumstances. You'll never feel so loved in your life and that's for sure. I will go beyond means to make you happy just to see that beautiful smile of yours.

To me, there's nothing better in life than knowing your partner appreciates you as much as you appreciate them. Feeling loved and being in love is one of life's greatest blessings, you can label me as a hopeless romantic. I love doing things for people (especially people I'm interested in romantically). I can get pretty creative too. To me, the most important thing in life you can ever give someone is TIME, because it's something you cant control and have very little of. I just hope one day I can find that one person that I can give my time to.

I want someone that has goals in life, and isn't afraid to go for them, someone that actually deserves the love and effort I put forth in a relationship, someone that I can be in love with, and be loved by, I know that finding love in "my world" is difficulty if not nearly impossible, but I'd like to think that their is someone for everyone, and that one of these days someone will come up to me, and all we have to do is look into each others eyes, and just smile, because we won't have to say anything, we'll just know, because we'll feel it, I want to find that someone that I can connect with deeply, emotionally and physically, someone that is willing to be my soul mate and my best friend...